Will I Ever....?????

Too often thoughts flicker,
Like the star twinkiling in the sky....
That...why life is not the way i want???
Round and round like a marigold round...
Eyeballs search the heart's sound...
Bang....Its the mind over heart....
Like a thread perfectly knitting....
Gets broken...spoiling the art......
Do dreams really come true...or a dream remains a dream...
Strange...Life is full of excuses.....
Excuses leading to questions with no answers.....
Leaving...a being...nowhere...but just one dillemma...
Will i ever....????                   

Thoughts...Mismatched !!!

An unending phase of unexpected turns....

Know not how things have been uptill now...

Ups and Downs...Twists and turns...

As the cloud swaying away with the wind.....Have i been..

I am what i am....but still unaware of what i truly am...

God gave me the opportunity and so i am here...

But for what reason..???

Reason lost in the midst of crowd...Unable to come in my grasp....

Thoughts are juggling...Like the joker juggles with the balls..

Going an unexpected way...Landing then and there...

which just let out two words from my toungue..."Thank God!!"....With a relief!!

So with many lively things around....god has given me a reason to be happy :) :) :)

Happy with my own self....Coz in the midst of reasons i have a way....

A predefined way laid by god...which i need to search....with mismatched thoughts...